It's been a year since I have last blogged here, and I do like to pop by from time to time and read the thoughts of my younger self. How insignificant those problems have become over the years.
It has been almost a year since I got out of the hellhole and I am still having nightmares.
Tuesday, November 01, 2011
Thursday, August 26, 2010
A Year Has Passed.
Hello fellow human beings,
So much have changed over the span of a year. I had a crush, fell in love, and got broken up with. Can you believe it? I had a boyfriend! When a year ago I was thinking to buy myself three cats and become a old cat lady. I have made new friends and lost some old ones. Painful, yes, but I believe that my personal growth in this trying period is far more than that of the past few years.
Next year, I am finally going to go to SIM and into university. I mean, I am already 22 this year.
So much for finding my soul mate, huh? I guess from now on I am only going to date older guys, ones who wouldn't use breaking up as a solution to everything, someone who would actually fight for us to be together instead of running away. Someone whom would communicate with me when there are things about me that he doesn't like. Someone who would love me for who I am and not try to make me into some "ideal girlfriend". Someone whom would instinctively hold me when I am upset, whom would laugh with me. Someone who can discuss my beloved movies and books with me. Someone with a similar taste in music. Someone whom I would have chemistry with. Someone imperfect whom would love someone imperfect too. Someone whom would apologise when he makes a mistake and not be all self-righteous and shit. Someone whom would love me and not hurt me in anyway.
Well, I shall wait until he gets here and not settle for less. Not anymore.
Bye.
Monday, August 24, 2009
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